Yawn! I Hate Work!

It's gloomy... it's nippy... I'm sleepy... and I hate my work.... sighhh. They got me fixing bugs in a programming language that I'm not familiar with. I hate this! I've been trying to simulate the problem for days now... unsuccessful so far cause of shit like this code doesn't match that code... that side of the server is down... this side of the programming is not running... blah blah blah. I so hate this! So now I'm told to study the codes and understand why the error occured since we can't simulate the problem.... I so fucking hate this!!!!

Yes people... I am, unfortunately for me, a fucking computer programmer. When I tell people what I do, most of them were surprised... they say I don't look like a computer person. The minority would assume that I make big bucks... being in the ka-ching! ka-ching! computer industry... BULL CRAP!!!! I earn a meager salary... not even enough to qualify to pay taxes. Hhhmm... guess there's an upside to it... hehehe.

I don't enjoy programming. My company hasn't been paying my EPF for the last year. God knows if they pay my SOCSO. My appraisal was supposed to be done in April, but it doesn't matter now cause I heard we're not getting any pay increment this year! We don't get any yearly bonus. I hate my bosses... bunch of pretencious bitches & fucktards! Why the fuck am I still here???.....

I'm surrounded by people with cool jobs. Lighting engineer, own advertising company, personal trainers, aerobics/dance instructors, models, radio DJs, bar tender.... If not cool jobs, they make a shit load of money. Speaking of which, why are there so many people driving big expensive cars, live in ostentatious mansions, wear ridiculously expensive branded clothes? Where in hell do they get all that money? Bah! Them fucktards probably embezzle their companies' & clients' money. Them heffas have fucking filthy rich 1-foot-in-the-grave sugar daddies that they gotta screw. Them arseholes use other people to make money for themselves. ARGH!!! Just go fuck and die la those people!!! Hope their balls grow to the size of melons! Hope their dicks shrivel up and fall off! Hope their pussies rot! Fucking assholes!

Yes... I hate a lotta people... I have nothing but ill thoughts & ill wishes for them.

Coming back to my original post.... yea... why am I stuck in this line? I should be doing something cool! I should be doing something that I love. I'm destined for greater things... I just know it. But for now, guess I'll just have to bear with this for a little longer...

*Note to self: Sit down & seriously think of ways to get out of the computer/IT industry and get a cool job that I love doing!